My Life

Well, I feel a little better about Scott and Annie's situation. They need to do something about it... but that's their job. I'm here to help if they need me, but I won't do anything (except maybe get mad at his mom) without him/her asking. I was re-reading all of my old blog posts and I can see how naive I was back then. I actually thought life sucked because Alloscomp crashed. I want somebody to care about *so* bad. It's just the damned hormones, trying to do the job that they were evolved for over millions and billions of years: get me to have sex. Unfortunately for them, it isn't gonna work. You know why? Let me give you a hint: it has *nothing* to do with the MAP speaker who came in at health in 8th grade. Here's why I'm not gonna have sex in high school: it's wrong. I could get an STD, my partner could get pregnant, my parents (and hers) would get mad, etc. But besides that, it just isn't something that I'd be proud to talk about later. Alright, well this is getting a little off topic. Basically what I wanted to say is that I'm sorta jealous of S+A and I sorta pity them. Plus I feel so wise. Except that's the difference between me in 3rd grade and me now. I know that I don't know everything. I know that next year, my knowledge about the world will have doubled. In 3rd grade, I thought I was so smart. Alright, whatever. Important points: 1) I feel lonely. 2) I'm less naive. 3) Annie and Scott are both lucky and unlucky.