Love in December

Pre-Epistila: This is the post I mentioned. I might as well post it.
I know you're all tired of hearing this, but I'm just using it as a starting point for a monologue. I'm lonely: I want a girlfriend. Not all that strange, considering that I'm a 15 year old boy. I know that I've said that I'm adjusting to being alone, and that's all fine and dandy in the daytime. But when I'm laying in bed at night, thinking about the world, the full power of my isolation hits me. The problem is that I don't want to play the dating game. I also don't want a girl who will go watch a movie with me, make out with me, and say that she loves me when she doesn't. I don't want someone shallow. I want to be held and loved. Carmi was like that, but only because she had been sheltered from life. I always thought Leah would be like that, but I don't really know. The hard part is finding a girl who I'm interested in, who likes me, and finally, who agrees with what I just said. Hopefully the stereotypical teenage girl doesn't make up 100% of the population.

And now, for the title lyrics (just the chorus):
Love in December/I will always remember/Our summer with passion/A fatal attraction/Colors are fading/Like the leaves in November/What's left of the magic/we felt in springtime?
Ace of Base rocks.